Well, well, well....(to the tune of Duffy's new hit) ...I will continue to write since my spirits are kinda high now and my best sleeping partner, Insomnia has arrived.
So much for the new year and hearing friends asking "what's your new year RESOLUTION?" A lot to spell out but I rather not share it now...still indecisive of which to shortlist (yup that's me...the indecisive and fickle PISCES woman). I would need more of a REVOLUTION than resolution since 2011 is a Rabbit year according to the Chinese calendar (hmmmm...yes rabbit time!)
Since its gonna be a fearful, doubtful and full of uncertainties year for me, I need a revival to keep me breathing. Not that awakening type of revival... I need a revolution, a period or cycle that could put me back into that once a high paradigm time I had..
According to my dictionary: revolution means :
- a round or cycle of events in time or a recurring period of time.(yes..Its after that 12 yr cycle!)
- a sudden, complete or marked change in something (Yes... I need that Knight in Shinning "Armor")
- Astronomy--the orbiting of one heavenly body around another.( Oooh How I wish this happens daily)
According to my dictionary: resolution means:
- the act of resolving or determining upon an action or course of action, method, procedure, (yes..lots to resolve, and practice to make it better!)
- the mental state or quality of being resolved or resolute; firmness of purpose. (I have a purpose in life ok...)
I need both to be in tandem....I need that special period of courtship time to come back, I need to be in Cloud 9, I need that "once upon a time" roses were purple, I want that change, I want that heartbeat to skip again...that radical change in my personal life. Resolution and revolution should be hand in hand as it will reinforce the purpose I have in life......wah so philosophical. Lots of flowery words in this post...in essence, I want 2011 just to be filled with lots of continuous love, passion, communication..I used to have that a year ago but it just slowly die with time.....THUS, I am calling out loud to please GOD ...let me be that little kid who will miss or have skipped heartbeat everytime Cupid flies....! But then again .....who will be the passionate crazy in love archer that I have always been looking out for.......?? Somewhere out there....??

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