As the date draws nearer...the distance gets further....

Picture say a 1000 words....unbottled me...your complacency has taken over you......

Carpe Diem

Carpe Diem ......Sieze The Day.

How easily that caption goes.......but it's how difficult the past days and weeks were, that it was impossible for me to sieze it. My other half can't even lift it up....that is how bad things are.

Carpe Diem...This used to be my favourite one liner or tag line....and I am still the hopeful idiotic who always look forward to sieze the day or being the optimistic me...to seize the time.

I had an sms text from my bro who is doing his mini pilgrimage "umrah" a while ago with my parents. Conveying my dad's ailing health there and that just got me to think, that if only I could reach him and give dad my biggest hug. I could vividly still remember just a week ago when I hugged him and kissed both his cheeks at the airport before he departed for the pilgrimage and he candidly said, he always do that to me when I was a little girl....Seize that day again dad and I could just be that little girl he used to have.

Life is just to unpredictable now to waste it on being angry, to waste it on doing nothing. I get sleepless now thinking of how I could have just used that 2 hours prior to my state now to extend and spread my love and affection to my love ones here at home....my passion in me still burns strongly and Sieze that Everyday where I could just display my heart out....things never go that direction . It was never reciprocated.

Well, when the going gets tough...that tough decides to go sleeping ...sigh!!!

Carpe Diem....Seize the day and make it a beautiful one. Even half a day, a quarter day....I guess YOU still don't know me by now...

I hate Insomnia....